Beach

May 21, 2013

After exactly 6 days I am not tipsy and I regret every bit today that I haven’t drunk.

Today my mind kind of fucked up over work and my late dog. I never wrote that how he died. Actually he died because of me. I posted a pic of biryani i brought on 1st april and by mistakely i served him it with the chicken bone which he swallowed.

I took him to the vet where I didnt handled him with care and he was just trying to run away and he fell from the table. Injured his leg and I let him try to walk on 3 legs.

He fell lot of times and injured his backbone and list of bad events goes on and in the end If I had enough money I could have taken a chance of surgery but vet said it will increase his pain too though.

At work I kind of pressure of expanding it and I need to set some standards for myself for that. From couple of days I have been doing is FOCUS and Do small things properly.

Its about 11:35 right now and I want to get drunk tbh but here every drinks shop closes by 10 by the order of strict law.