May 21, 2013
After exactly 6 days I am not tipsy and I regret every bit today that I haven’t drunk.
Today my mind kind of fucked up over work and my late dog. I never wrote that how he died. Actually he died because of me. I posted a pic of biryani i brought on 1st april and by mistakely i served him it with the chicken bone which he swallowed.
I took him to the vet where I didnt handled him with care and he was just trying to run away and he fell from the table. Injured his leg and I let him try to walk on 3 legs.
He fell lot of times and injured his backbone and list of bad events goes on and in the end If I had enough money I could have taken a chance of surgery but vet said it will increase his pain too though.
At work I kind of pressure of expanding it and I need to set some standards for myself for that. From couple of days I have been doing is FOCUS and Do small things properly.
Its about 11:35 right now and I want to get drunk tbh but here every drinks shop closes by 10 by the order of strict law.
Bus sare gum me jana sung hoon tere..
Tu mera thikana mera ashiyana,
Dhale sham jab bhi mere pass ana.